Poems for my loved one

            I wanna be the source of happiness,
            When she is Sad:
            I wanna be the glimmer of hope,
            When her day is going Bad.
            
            I wanna be the only one, 
            To whom she gets Mad:
            But i also wanna be the one, 
            To whom she gets deeply Attached.
            
            I wanna be someone ,
            Who tenfolds the joy she Had:
            Lots of joy in her life i wanna Add,
            I wanna be that Lad.
            
            I am a lot of things for her,
            For which i am glad:
            But, i wanna be more in her life,
            Than a small time Ad.
            
            I don't want to be just some regular chad:
            But someone who lover her,
            Second only to her Dad.
        
                Wouldn't look me in the eye
                Is it just me overthinking,
                Or she is just a little bit too shy
                Well whatever it is
                I am so happy to call you my💕

                There are so many sad moments in my life
                But none come close to those daily bye
                Oh well, 
                am just happy to call you my💖

                But still thinking about next morning hi
                Gives me another big high
                Makes me wanna fly
                Just like my stomach's butterfly
                Feels so good,
                to call you my❤‍🔥

                What happened to me bhai
                I am even jealous to the things she happily buy
                But it feel so good to call her my ❣️
            
            Giving flowers to loved one is gentleman's game
            What if you didn't like the flowers 
            I hope I do not get ashamed
            Ohh well I like you
            Your flowering smile 
            Your rosy lips 
            To kiss them I could walk even a thousand mile
            Kissing you might even make my heart do few flips
            It's Rose day but I cannot give you rose
            But I am writing few lines maybe they will replace that rose 
            Or so I suppose
            Each petal I get to know of her
            Makes me realise I am not veteran but only a beginner
            Playing the game love me, love me not 
            Only ends in game abort
            Fearing it might end negatively might break my heart
            Even in my dreams I cannot bear us being apart
            My only wish is you bloom like a flower
            Not just one rose
            But billions fall upon you every hour.
          
                Someone asked me who it was that proposed
                I have no answer to it but I say it cannot be disclosed
                In reality no one did 
                Our hearts understood and no proposal came in our mid
                We understood and just holded hand 
                Like a container tightly closed with a lid
                Maybe holding hand was the proposal we needed 
                Maybe not proposing was the best thing we did
                But one thing I am sure of 
                Being with you is all my heart pleaded.
                Maybe there is no need to say , you already know
                Maybe there is really no need to show
                But I wanna say I have a single heart
                And you are the only one for whom it bows.
                On my barren heart you were like sweet rain
                When I say this I say this with all my heart and soul
                I love you deepti Jain.
                
              
            A day with the name of the favourite thing of my favourite
            A thing if possible she could have in everything
            If I ever don't know what to gift or what write
            Than I will just give her a chocolate to bite 
            A simple present a simple delight
            I love the smile she gets  from that bite
            Chocolate shake, chocolate ice-cream or chocolate bar
            She loves to eat them and I enjoy her from afar
            Sometimes I wonder if this chocolate is my rival
            Something I have to fought to come a top on the list
            But in the end these thoughts are trival
            It does matter if its a chocolate day or chocolate night
            I know you love me more than a chocolate bite
            Am I right?
          
                Ooh the love she has for them 
                Is a love of a different kind
                If possible she could empty her father atm
                Is the kind of love only in her mind 
                If possible I would buy her a teddy too
                Because I know the joy she would gain
                An another level of happiness she would attain
                A smile on her that I would want to watch again and again
                Uski kushi dekhr mere maan me aane lagta hai ek naya fear
                Kahi mujhse jyada toh pasand ni usse teddy bear
                Mai bhi uska teddy hi ban jata hoon
                Duniya me sabse pyaara teddy ban jau uske liye
                Bus yehi chahta hoon
              
            I promise to give all the love I can
            I promise to always remain your devoted fan
            I promise to always try to be the reason of your smile
            I promise that there will be no error and our code will in the end always compile
            I promise to hold your hand whenever u need
            I promise to put my everything to make it succeed 
            I promise to make wrong things right
            I promise to solve our every future fight
            I promise to stay the same 
            I promise that impressing you will forever be my aim
            I promise there is no need for you to be afraid 
            I promise I will be always there for your aid
            Lastly I promise to follow every promise I made 
            And my love for you will never ever fade.
          
                I remember the first hug we had
                She said goodbye and hugged me
                Me hugging like a honey addicted bee
                A surprise for which I will be forever glad
                The feeling of warmth, the feeling of joy
                Just those few moments make my heart jumps
                Tells me to stop the time and just enjoy
                If possible I wanna be the clothes to you as hanger
                Folded or not just hanging on you in every possible manner
                Let me hug you one more time
                To say this after everytime we just hugged ,To ask for more 
                Is it wrong , is it a crime
                To get what I love at the top
                The thing which makes my heart hop pop
                Being with you and hugging you
                No matter how many times I do it there still a few due
              
            Meeting you was the result of my extremely rare golden good luck
            Seeing you my reaction was ohh fuck
            Than we talked many times over
            Maybe another proof I have four leaf clover
            Than the feelings started to spread 
            And slowly slowly our destiny was intertwined by a red thread
            We hugged kissed and holded hands
            Still the space in my heart for you only expands
            We got separated 
            But every time that happened 
            A feeling of new excitement and anticipation generated
            I don't know how long this separation will last 
            But I do know
            that meeting you would be a hell of a blast
            Thinking about you is normal now
            And I am sure I will always with thou
            Meeting you only remains in my mind
            I never ever thought that I will have  someone so beautiful, someone so pure hearted and someone so kind 
            I still doubt sometimes that you are mine
            So free me from my doubt and answer this
            Dipti will you be my valentine??